2021.11.30 00:11 shiftastral Something big is coming, load up!!
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2021.11.30 00:11 hamsa935 Anyone know what this old school car is?
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2021.11.30 00:11 tpruter [Wanted] please help
I have been looking for the count basie album straight ahead for about a year now and I cannot find one. If you know someone who is willing to sell one for preferably a decent price please let me know.
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2021.11.30 00:11 SquidTK Cowboy Bebop has obnoxious music very often
I'm watching Cowboy Bebop for the first time and it's pretty good, but the music just kicks me right out of it way too often.
The music itself isn't bad, but it's either way to loud sometimes or it just doesn't fit the scene.
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2021.11.30 00:11 CDub108 Got the flavor lineup rn 🤟🏼🍇🍦🍌
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2021.11.30 00:11 Rewievet_Rekool NEGOSASYON NI PASTOR QUIBOLOY PARA ITIGIL NA ANG OMICRON
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2021.11.30 00:11 revivedsurvivor Can inguinal hernia affect erection quality and/or cause penile pain?
2021.11.30 00:11 svanapps r/ethtrader - Literally
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2021.11.30 00:11 Bruh-_-_-_-_-_-_- I'm an idiot
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2021.11.30 00:11 Cli0dna Maladaptive daydreaming fueled by roleplays
I'm new to this sub and still in the process of reading through the various resources here. I'm not sure if this is a vent, a self-story or something else, I just know that it's 5am here and I want to talk into the void about things I've never put into words before because they've felt too "sad" or "embarrassing" to admit. I don't expect people to read the oncoming wall of text but perhaps I'll feel better if I get it out of my system.
The kind of daydreaming I'm struggling with now started all the way in tweenage days, when I would make up an imaginary conversation partner to talk with during long, boring bus rides. A recurring one was explaining various aspects of everyday life (from the equal rights movement to metalheads) to a timetraveling victorian gentleman. Oftentimes the "mental conversations" were more akin to therapy sessions, just letting me talk about events in my life with occasional guiding questions. It was like a visit to the psychologist. These kinds of daydreams continue to this day, whereupon I run rather one-sided conversations through my head for the purposes of alleviating loneliness and boredom, but they've increased in frequency, taking up nearly all my free time.
I also got into roleplays in my tweenage years and have been doing that for 15 years by now. Forum rpg's, freeform roleplays in IM platforms, D&D and LARPing - I've tried them all. I've made a lot of friends, been part of some unbelievably great stories and it motivated me to pursue an arts degree. However the hobby seems to affect my whole life, because my mind keeps whirring away at the fictional problems even when I'm not actively gaming. I run scenarios (both potential and those that've already occurred in the game) through my head repeatedly. With IM-roleplays I can also re-experience roleplay sessions in my minds' eye when I read through the chat logs. And in more recent times it's gotten really out of hand, to the point that I find it hard to concentrate or be productive for up to a week after a roleplay session. As if a part of me never leaves character and tries to pull me back in.
The events in a roleplay can feel more current and vivid than real life, even though I know that they objectively aren't, but they fill my head, feeding my daydreams and the daydreams in turn feed the roleplays since they help me come up with new content or figure out how my character would act. I think I'm using my characters as avatars in my daydreams, though. Perhaps to replace something I have lacking in real life. I play out fictional hurt-comfort scenarios, heroic sacrifice storylines and - quite often - scenes that make me feel a sense of intimate or emotional connection, often featuring my characters' love interests.
I also often imagine myself sleeping next to someone, of cuddling or having my hand held while I'm in bed. It's comforting and helps me fall asleep. Often this turns into imaginary scenarios featuring my own characters with their fictional love interests. Caressing each-others hair, holding each-other, telling each-other sweet things. I can't help but wonder if that's healthy, because it seems to show that I crave a sense of intimacy despite feeling little desire to get into a relationship in the real life.
My triggers are stress, certain kinds of music, as well as images - I might find myself staring at a picture of my character with a song in the background whilst I daydream. A common pattern is that I pace the room for an hour or few, then lay in bed and keep myself in the line between sleep and wakefulness because it makes the daydreams more vivid and spontaneous. I've had daydreams that've lasted for days, with breaks taken only to sleep and eat. And once I realized that I would rather literally stare at a wall than go to school or talk to people did I understand that I have a problem.
Right now I'm pursuing an academic leave from my masters degree for health reasons. Because of anxiety and depression. But that's just half of the truth, the other being that I seem to be triggered by stress as well, since I find my mind just...going someplace far away when faced with frightening prospects such as writing e-mails, making phonecalls or showing my face in school again after a fuck up. In fact I've struggled with writing apology letters to school for my absences and avoidant behavior because whenever I try to do so I find my mind going someplace far away where it could be happy and before I know it two hours have passed and I'm pacing around the room once more. And when I tell myself to stop daydreaming about the roleplays I might end up daydreaming about telling an imaginary therapist how I was struggling writing e-mails due to my daydrams of roleplays.
It angers me that my own mind feels safer and more amusing than what's outside, and it angers me that my main hobby and creative outlet (roleplaying) has been turnt by my brain into something that interferes with my life. And it angers me that time and time again I let my academic life and personal life slip because I can't concentrate. I think I've got some other underlaying psychological stuff as well - perhaps avoidant personality syndrome? - that aggravate things but it's just not something that I can talk to people about because it's going to sound either insane or like I'm trying to excuse my own tardiness.
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2021.11.30 00:11 ierix yunyun
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2021.11.30 00:11 tmcthemarathon E-Hybird? Is it worth it? How many miles are you getting?
What are your thoughts on the E-Hybird? Most places I commute to are 5-10 miles away at best.
I’m wondering if I’ll save more money with the e-hybrid…Is it really possible to rely on the electric alone? Is charging it a hassle?
And most importantly, how many miles do you really get?
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2021.11.30 00:11 Being_best_version New controller player and new halo player too. Got my first xbox one month ago. Is this stats bad or avg for a guy like me ?
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2021.11.30 00:11 Viend To open the door
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2021.11.30 00:11 U308NightLight Trending is a priority
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2021.11.30 00:11 trashaccountokay Reserve tips?
I’m about to go on the line tomorrow, for reserve I will be commuting from MCO to FLL (need crash pad there) and I wanted to know if I should always get there the night before my reserve period starts? Or how should I do it?
I’m also having trouble finding crash pads, is it weird staying at the airport? Or even at a hotel?
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2021.11.30 00:11 jackenbu2 LF Trade Back Scyther in SwSh
2021.11.30 00:11 9gager728 Ccip vs overledger?
Ive looked into the new to be added update on chainlink and it looks like exactly like what qnt is trying to achieve. Does anyone know the difference between these to? And wouldn’t the update give link an huge advantage as it already is an established project?
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2021.11.30 00:11 SuperSean68 “开” Chinese for ‘open’ or ‘bloom’.
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2021.11.30 00:11 rugtheslug (The Vampire dies in no time)
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2021.11.30 00:11 Lokakyn International Space Station UHF repeater downlink with an RTL-SDR dongle and a Harris 30-512MHz antenna. I thought it was pretty interesting to be able to visualize the Doppler shift as it flew overhead. SDR Touch app.
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2021.11.30 00:11 MewMileQuake Which song is best?
2021.11.30 00:11 Live_Internet_9526 A80J vs C1 all over again
Dudes, please help.
I've watched a bunch of reviews and read a lot of threads here, and still have had a really hard time deciding. But then A80J got sold out everywhere, so it kinda made things easier and I ordered a C1 from BestBuy. But today the Sony's are back in stock for the same $1799 and I'm having second thoughts. I went to the store again and A80J... Just. Looks. Better. I don't know if it's the TV itself or the promo stuff they were playing (a girl walking into a cube of light and then it turns out she's on a couch with her boyfriend on LG and some gorgeous Bulgaria footage with Orthodox church and people in national costumes on Sony), but the picture on A80J looked so much more crisp and alive. I'm going to game more than watch, so it's like I'm supposed to go with a C1, but I'm a sucker for beautiful imagery and man, that picture quality on A80J...
My use case is 1-2 hours a day of non-competitive PS5 gaming (mostly single player stuff) and some streaming (YouTube more than anything else, so I guess the upscaling is important). So the question is basically, how much worse PS5 gaming is on the Sony? Is lack of LG's gaming features really noticeable? What TV would you pick?
Any input is appreciated.
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2021.11.30 00:11 YamilHanna Price check: 34 life lightning skiller .
2021.11.30 00:11 LostinTranslation594 Im worried that i might not know how to date
Im 22f and I've never had a serious relationship before. I've had a few guys express their attraction / interest in me but there was always something that prevents it from going further (them not being ready for a relationship or commitment, or even me noticing how we're not right for each other). And I keep meeting colleagues etc that I'd have huge crushes on like I'd die to be with them but i dont know how to get them to be interested in me. I woukd never approach them because i don't wanna look desperate and scare them away . I'd say im attractive but there are still so many girls way prettier than me but im not worried about my looks that much, i think what might deter guys from me is how spontaneous or how i can easily get comfortable when im talking to them. Or like, if i like them I'll make it obvious and it'd come off as desperate to them maybe? Idk I've been told before that im way too innocent and i really suck at all that dating life games and manipulations about how to behave to keep them interested and coming back for more. Im not even sure if that's the cause but that's the pattern i noticed : a guy is interested and we'd always text etc and when i feel like im comfortable with them they back off like i scared them away?! Idk how to explain it.. Is there any book recommendations that i can read about emotional intelligence that might help? I don't really have anyone in real life that i can go to for such advice. But the rules of dating are just so hard for me like idk how to behave? And im sick of being alone.
Please don't give me any of that learn to be happy alone and if someone is interested they'll come by themselves type of advice . because i am happy alone i just prefer not to be anymore and im pretty sure im doing something wrong because i noticed the pattern and i know there are things i cant control, but i want to learn how to change the things that i can control in krder to get the type of guys im interested in.
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